Saturday, December 25

a tree, A LEAF and the wind

LEAF

People call me "Leaf".

During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as the buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another gal.

I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't me make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was a one sided love. But, if he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But is feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me, a gal, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursued me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool and gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better place. Finally leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask leaf to stay. Leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

to be continued ...

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